I want to be...

There are sooo many things i want to do and experience but i feel so limited. At times I want to try everything. I want to know how it feels to be an architect, to make a dream house turns into a reality. I want to be a painter, to make art that inspire people to appreciate the beauty of life. I want to be a photograher, to capture the reality of life but show the beauty behind it. I want to make stuff with my hands, to feel the end product with my fingers. I want to be a missionary, to see people's lives transformed by the power of Christ. I want to be a tour guide, to travel around the world and see the wonders of God's creations. I want to work in an orphanage, to care for those who are forgotten. I want to be a lawyer, to fight for justice and be a voice for those whose voices are silented. I want to be a writer, to write a story that leave an imprint in their hearts. I want to be a pianist, to be able to move my fingers and produce beautiful music that comforts the souls. I want to be an industrial designer, to make household products that are functional but cute to look at. I want to be a party planner, and it's just cuz it sounds fun and cool, plus you get to buy all these fun stuff for the party.
I guess perhaps when i get to heaven, i will have all the time in the "heaven" to do all these things. But i guess by then, some of those jobs will not be needed, but instead i can probably sing all day/century. I can probably paint all day/century. I can probably learn how to play the harp and the cello. I can probably learn a couple dozen of languages (not sure i'll need to "learn" it per sa). I can probably visit all of God's creation. Hum.. i actually do have a list of things that i want to do when i get to heaven. I want to interview all the people in the Bible, and find out what "really" happened. How did Abram denies Sara as his wife. What makes Jacob worked so hard for Rachael, was she that beautiful? How stupid was Esau? Somehow i always thought Stephen was really cute, so i really want to meet him. Of course i want to see Jesus, cuz somehow i don't think he's this tall, handsome looking dude. If anything, i would think he's not much to look at. I want to talk to David and ask why he changed? I want to ask Solomon how he feels about his parents and whether he really know what really happened.
This is what i do when i can't sleep... ramble on and on about really random stuff.. don't even bother to read.. i think i just want to write...