Random Thought - No Regrats
I have been "unemployed" for 9 months already and it really sucks. I mean, I have been working here and there, like subbing and tutoring. BUT, it's just not the same as having a full-time job. It's not like i didn't get offers for work, but it wasn't anything i really wanted.
From very early on, when i was in high school, i made a decision that i wanted a life with as little regrets as possible. I realized that many people spent their lives regreting things and i didn't want to be one of them. Even with that determination, i still find myself regreting certain aspects of my life, whether it's a decision that i had made or something that's out of my control. Anyway, with that said...
I wonder whether i should have taken the job from the private school as a math teacher. That woud have given me some security, money in the bank, a short commute to work, a place to go to everyday (or at least i know what to expect from day to day), my own classroom etc. BUT, now the big BUT, i have to wear a skirt everyday! and pantyhose too!!! Anyone that knows me can imagine that for a second... me in a skirt everyday?! I can't even begin to imagine that. My best friend told me tonight that she doesn't think i can last a week doing that... haha.. how true. That's my random thought for tonight
From very early on, when i was in high school, i made a decision that i wanted a life with as little regrets as possible. I realized that many people spent their lives regreting things and i didn't want to be one of them. Even with that determination, i still find myself regreting certain aspects of my life, whether it's a decision that i had made or something that's out of my control. Anyway, with that said...
I wonder whether i should have taken the job from the private school as a math teacher. That woud have given me some security, money in the bank, a short commute to work, a place to go to everyday (or at least i know what to expect from day to day), my own classroom etc. BUT, now the big BUT, i have to wear a skirt everyday! and pantyhose too!!! Anyone that knows me can imagine that for a second... me in a skirt everyday?! I can't even begin to imagine that. My best friend told me tonight that she doesn't think i can last a week doing that... haha.. how true. That's my random thought for tonight
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